Had AHMC 4104 PSYCHOLOGY FOR COMMUNICATION today. hopefully can passed. i wrote crapz. serious.
And thus, this should be a short updates due to my marathon. Yes. Exam marathon. damn.
Starting Friday, 19/8 - Sunday 21/8 gonna have 3 days straight exam. hope i didnt die. and also last 2 papers. 25 and 26 august. back to back. TWICE in a week. God have mercy on me please.
Gonna start corporate communication and IMC tomorrow.
Today after exam, went to find May. had lunch with her at canteen 1. the mixed rice there has better service than canteen 2 but they are so calculative that.... want count how many pieces to give me. like, take so long to count. suan.
Then go to library with her to study. On the way there, i dont know how, but somehow, she managed to take off my angry bird == i didnt even realized. then scare my ass off. i thought drop somewhere. then i went back to canteen 1 to look for it back. but stop at DK A cause i gave up. and she kept called me to rush me back to library.
end up it was her that steal it ==
i dont know why, but it happens that, my romance started in library == ok. only SECOND time....
Hi baby, we had our first kiss there. it happened so fast that, i felt the time has frozen. i hold up your chin, and you gave us our first kiss. and, nothing could describe my feeling. it just. wonderful.
Baby, you are beautiful. And i shall tell you everyday. Awaiting tomorrow ;)
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
emotional breakdown. moodless. lifeless. lost direction.
hmm where should i start. i dont know. or follow ms tiong's advice, i am the manager of ..... of the product .... and i am suppose to draft an advertising plan for 6 months...
sien... its saturday. supposingly got replacement class but i didnt go. reason, yesterday watch kung fu hustle til 3am ++ and had my chips. then class at 9am, 8.30am and 8.50am i can hear its raining heavily. so..... skip looo.... hahahhaha. but today skip tkd class also. lost rm20 income. sigh. nvm la... rest lo. exam coming jor.... only yiruma's song accompany me writing. more feel. hahahaha.....
hmm. too much thing to write. feeling fade away how to write!!! hopefully i can update my blog more frequent provided i have a secured line. free from lightning strike. LOL. where should i start? seriously ....
lets start day from day. hmm,
monday 25 July 2011, dont remember. only know class ended at 12pm and lecturer allowed us to keep our seniors' assignments. first he said borrow until we hand in assignment. then hand in liao he said let us keep. no place to keep wor. like that our assignment mai let people keep next time? suan ler.......... after class at 12pm, follow hazel's dad go eat at wangsa maju then go jusco then go immigration there make her temporary IC. i follow cause want get experience how things is done. sun bian get my passport photos cause i left one nia. in my life is short and got many things to learn. better than someone who always dont want learn just rely on others. when others failed, one shall failed too. after kao tim, we go to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara for her licence. LOL. i suppose to go back cause very sleepy but it finished quite fast.
After that back college. went to football field for macky wacky by hotel management advanced diploma second year. got smelly tofu there not bad. i bought pearl milk tea and some fried potatoes i think. taste like chips.then go back sleep. at night go play COD. looks like i addicted to it. knife, sniper. lol.
actually i stress also not because of assignments. its because the person behind assignments. there are numerous times i said i am here, and i learn my thing. i can work to my limit but not over limit. and i cant get A though you forced me too. sorry but thats just me. if you unhappy, you can do whatever you want to me. its just, its my privacy here, my blog. i troll anything i want. i dont like keeping the feeling inside me. i'll do when i feel like doing it. its a waste of time when i go for discussion, everyone working on laptop, i have no laptop, seriously i wasting my time there. rather come back face my own computer.
tuesday, 26 July 2011, 12pm psychology class canceled.replaced on friday and i didnt go also. sien with psycho class jor though its coming to the end of semester. after finish blogging gonna go back my mom there. yeah!! finish class at 10am. go da bao, online, eat. COD. forgot what happen next.
wednesday, 27 July 2011. nothing excite me besides tkd. waiting to shout my lungs out. its not i dont care about assignment shits. its, my only days in a week, to release my stress. fully free from all the worries and tension. if i were to forced to bring stress to tkd, im gonna be real pissed. im not gonna sit on front computer assignment all day. it just not my style. i want my tkd life no matter what happen. though im old, but i aint giving it up yet. no im not.
thats why i love spending time with them. wash all the mats, badminton session etc etc. i just found my friends back. not gonna let it go easily. night COD lagi..... right shin swollen because master kick it ==
thursday, 28 July 2011, nothing special besides i went to football field, not for macky wacky anymore cause it ended on tuesday. its DPR2 B5 if i not mistaken, their event. i think most of the groups did fund raising for charity. it could be a record in tarc in one year, so many charity done. LOL this is my happiest day man.... first, enter only get free gift. DARLIE All Shiny White 40g. then get another Wrigley's Extra Mints 20g. then answer simple question and got another 2 DARLIE All Shiny White 40g lol. i so happy dont know why. had ice cream honeydew flavor. then popiah also. then fried chicken. then pearl milt tea peppermint flavor. i just cant stop eating. lol so many....
then go class, advanced diploma in hotel management second year students, that have same lecture as us, sell plush toys. woohoo. i bought angry bird and the pig (its enemy) woo hoo so happy. rm 12.50 gone jor. not to mention the food i bought earlier. memang pokai but i simply love it. guess money really can buy my happiness. it apply to me though.
free gift : DARLIE All Shiny White 40g X 3
Wrigley's Extra Mints 20g
bought : ice cream honeydew flavor (RM4.50)
pearl milk tea peppermint flavor (RM3)
fried chicken (RM6)
Angry Bird (red) + Enemy Pig (RM12.50)
Angry Bird yellow (RM3.50)
then at night wanna go night market. WITHOUT RESEARCH. reached there only realize night market got tutup by DBKL. seriously. dont fool me man. first tbr. now 2am want find mamak is impossible in tbr. then now sri rampai night market. i never been there man. 4 years in tarc never been to sri rampai night market. sien. people there complaint noisy and dirty. seriously. dont bullshit me la. both tbr and night market have been there for years before my arrival. not you complaint this that. stfu la seriously. saja buat muka. guess its election coming so... yea they play some stick or two.
then walk to sri rampai business park makan. round whole round dont know what to eat. then dont know where to eat. finally end up in old town. though i hate it, but i dont care cause damn hungry. met ginger and ooi there. also covey. got to watch malaysia vs singapore. match tied at 1-1 but singapore win through aggregate 6-4. sien.
in the beginning i order plain water 4 glasses. chill la. water only ma. whats your problem. make a fuss. stfu laa.... i eat what i want to eat. im tired of you controlling my food. then you eat as you want. then i order mee siam singapore to eat. quite nice but not enough. then order another curry mee. i was between curry mee or dried hor fun. hazel mentioned curry mee. so do i. just feel like eating something like that. then my gf start to tell me how bad it is for my health. the fat will clot in my blood then this and that will happen. then demonstrate to me if i eat curry mee that has alot of santan in it and drink ice water, what will happen. seriously. my whole wonderful day got ruined by you bitch. stfu. i eat whatever shit i want. i dont mean to downgrade you but women, sometimes you need to know when to shut up and open mouth.
if you dont know how to open mouth might as well shut it up. not that i dont sayang my gf its like... you know what i meant. first, as i am god know whats inside de curry mee. so if you dont know, dont come and tell me how harmful it is when i ordered already. i know you care me but the way you speak like cursing me to death. EAT MORE LA EAT CURRY MEE WITH ICE WATER. FATS OIL ALL CLOT IN YOUR BLOOD. you dont effing eat anything then. everything got oils and fats. just drink water la ban!
seriously, im a person that wont regret over my own decision. if its my own decision, i wont blame anyone nor myself. just bear the consequences. easy. whats the fuss?
sometimes, its not that im a a bf dont care you. but you ruined my days enough. just, grown up seriously. the whole world might disagree that you want to chase your hobby as your career, which is art and craft. seriously, i dont see that as a problem. as a human being, chasing you own life, own interest, i dont see it as a problem. people sure will said why i supprted my gf to give up or withdraw at this moment, after getting good grades in diploma in Pr, and now in advanced PR, second year. another semester will successfully graduate with flying colors. yes. if you decided to quit now, the whole world may hate you or said you stupid but i WILL NOT. to me, whats the point living in one's shadow? just because your friend study PR and you dont know what to study, parents pressure, you choose PR. something you dislike. and you fake your voice during presentation. seriously. you want to live in that shadow forever?
the reason i withdraw from my old course is, i know where i want to be. and i DONT WANT TO REGRET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. you are living in shadow do you know that? when you enter working environment, you will be extremely stress with your life. and may cause your marriage, with whoever it is. this is because of your choice. still, i will support your decision of going for art and craft. DESPITE the world against your decision. DESPITE i do not appreciate art. i still support your decision solely because i believe in chasing one's dream is the goal of life.
whats the point you live for others? whats the point you live but had your goal disallowed? whats the point you live but couldn't reach your goal?
i can only tell you, the reason i supported you not for fun or childish. i just believe in achieving one's goal and, its better to change now than regret for the rest of your life. whats the point living then?
its better to waste 4 years of your life then your WHOLE LIFE. if only you get it. i guess you have no guts to achieve your own goal. never mind. you just want to live other people's life. never mind. really. the reason i withdraw 4 years ago, same. its ok to waste your 6 months life then all your life. and, not that i did not earn anything at all. i do learn something. screw my life.
almost forgot, we walked all the way back to tbr from sri rampai.
friday, 29 July 2011. yesterday night already said want go out dating today. and you wear econnect shirt. woke up late. rushing. is that my problem? you said want go out . then never said want go where. you come to me and ask same shit question for whole year. my answer: my house. i know i acted quite badly. and i dont know why i act like that. guess i seriously pissed. waited you for 40 minutes and you tell me i can go back my mom's place if i want. i can join badminton session if i want. wtf. seriously. i hate this attitude from the beginning. you want go where, just say it. i go where also can but your problem? no money. then its not my problem. or maybe it is my problem for being poor. im sorry then. you can choose someone else richer. you have been living in poor with me. im sorry. go and find someone richer now. i had no money. and you went all the way back hostel to change. and tell me you dont know where to go. fine la. my house then. i just go sleep. dont fan me.
sien. why you always like that one.thats the problem with you. grown up for heaven fcuking sake!! dont tell me how much responsibilities you bear for your family etc etc. its all bullshit if you cant even decide simple thing. you want i go out with you, you say where to go. no money? sleep at home. at least i help you save money. you might be crying that i treated you like this. im sorry. but i had no choice. i may choose to go wangsa walk cause my tkd kaki were there. but you probably wont be happy and walk away like you always do. i said go wangsa walk, you said why go there. then you decide la. dont be a bitch can or not. you think this is hk drama meh.
then go sleep. wake up, straight bising mau makan. seriously. dont disturb my sleep. and, dont be like a bitchy princess order food to arrive at your mouth once you wake up. go change and go out eat la. sigh. dont know why recently you become like this. and you said its me. i know i got my fault. and im not gonna said anything anymore. cause i had done talking.
saturday, 30 July 2011, i skipped replacement class. skipped lunch. breakfast. tkd class. im heading to the end of my blog. its time to pack and go back my mom there. i screw up my assignments. i screw up my life. i screw up my relationship.
i love you baby. no lie. day by day. despite all the flaws, i still love you. because you are my baby. my dear. my love. one and only.
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
sien... its saturday. supposingly got replacement class but i didnt go. reason, yesterday watch kung fu hustle til 3am ++ and had my chips. then class at 9am, 8.30am and 8.50am i can hear its raining heavily. so..... skip looo.... hahahhaha. but today skip tkd class also. lost rm20 income. sigh. nvm la... rest lo. exam coming jor.... only yiruma's song accompany me writing. more feel. hahahaha.....
hmm. too much thing to write. feeling fade away how to write!!! hopefully i can update my blog more frequent provided i have a secured line. free from lightning strike. LOL. where should i start? seriously ....
lets start day from day. hmm,
monday 25 July 2011, dont remember. only know class ended at 12pm and lecturer allowed us to keep our seniors' assignments. first he said borrow until we hand in assignment. then hand in liao he said let us keep. no place to keep wor. like that our assignment mai let people keep next time? suan ler.......... after class at 12pm, follow hazel's dad go eat at wangsa maju then go jusco then go immigration there make her temporary IC. i follow cause want get experience how things is done. sun bian get my passport photos cause i left one nia. in my life is short and got many things to learn. better than someone who always dont want learn just rely on others. when others failed, one shall failed too. after kao tim, we go to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara for her licence. LOL. i suppose to go back cause very sleepy but it finished quite fast.
After that back college. went to football field for macky wacky by hotel management advanced diploma second year. got smelly tofu there not bad. i bought pearl milk tea and some fried potatoes i think. taste like chips.then go back sleep. at night go play COD. looks like i addicted to it. knife, sniper. lol.
actually i stress also not because of assignments. its because the person behind assignments. there are numerous times i said i am here, and i learn my thing. i can work to my limit but not over limit. and i cant get A though you forced me too. sorry but thats just me. if you unhappy, you can do whatever you want to me. its just, its my privacy here, my blog. i troll anything i want. i dont like keeping the feeling inside me. i'll do when i feel like doing it. its a waste of time when i go for discussion, everyone working on laptop, i have no laptop, seriously i wasting my time there. rather come back face my own computer.
tuesday, 26 July 2011, 12pm psychology class canceled.replaced on friday and i didnt go also. sien with psycho class jor though its coming to the end of semester. after finish blogging gonna go back my mom there. yeah!! finish class at 10am. go da bao, online, eat. COD. forgot what happen next.
wednesday, 27 July 2011. nothing excite me besides tkd. waiting to shout my lungs out. its not i dont care about assignment shits. its, my only days in a week, to release my stress. fully free from all the worries and tension. if i were to forced to bring stress to tkd, im gonna be real pissed. im not gonna sit on front computer assignment all day. it just not my style. i want my tkd life no matter what happen. though im old, but i aint giving it up yet. no im not.
thats why i love spending time with them. wash all the mats, badminton session etc etc. i just found my friends back. not gonna let it go easily. night COD lagi..... right shin swollen because master kick it ==
thursday, 28 July 2011, nothing special besides i went to football field, not for macky wacky anymore cause it ended on tuesday. its DPR2 B5 if i not mistaken, their event. i think most of the groups did fund raising for charity. it could be a record in tarc in one year, so many charity done. LOL this is my happiest day man.... first, enter only get free gift. DARLIE All Shiny White 40g. then get another Wrigley's Extra Mints 20g. then answer simple question and got another 2 DARLIE All Shiny White 40g lol. i so happy dont know why. had ice cream honeydew flavor. then popiah also. then fried chicken. then pearl milt tea peppermint flavor. i just cant stop eating. lol so many....
then go class, advanced diploma in hotel management second year students, that have same lecture as us, sell plush toys. woohoo. i bought angry bird and the pig (its enemy) woo hoo so happy. rm 12.50 gone jor. not to mention the food i bought earlier. memang pokai but i simply love it. guess money really can buy my happiness. it apply to me though.
free gift : DARLIE All Shiny White 40g X 3
Wrigley's Extra Mints 20g
bought : ice cream honeydew flavor (RM4.50)
pearl milk tea peppermint flavor (RM3)
fried chicken (RM6)
Angry Bird (red) + Enemy Pig (RM12.50)
Angry Bird yellow (RM3.50)
then at night wanna go night market. WITHOUT RESEARCH. reached there only realize night market got tutup by DBKL. seriously. dont fool me man. first tbr. now 2am want find mamak is impossible in tbr. then now sri rampai night market. i never been there man. 4 years in tarc never been to sri rampai night market. sien. people there complaint noisy and dirty. seriously. dont bullshit me la. both tbr and night market have been there for years before my arrival. not you complaint this that. stfu la seriously. saja buat muka. guess its election coming so... yea they play some stick or two.
then walk to sri rampai business park makan. round whole round dont know what to eat. then dont know where to eat. finally end up in old town. though i hate it, but i dont care cause damn hungry. met ginger and ooi there. also covey. got to watch malaysia vs singapore. match tied at 1-1 but singapore win through aggregate 6-4. sien.
in the beginning i order plain water 4 glasses. chill la. water only ma. whats your problem. make a fuss. stfu laa.... i eat what i want to eat. im tired of you controlling my food. then you eat as you want. then i order mee siam singapore to eat. quite nice but not enough. then order another curry mee. i was between curry mee or dried hor fun. hazel mentioned curry mee. so do i. just feel like eating something like that. then my gf start to tell me how bad it is for my health. the fat will clot in my blood then this and that will happen. then demonstrate to me if i eat curry mee that has alot of santan in it and drink ice water, what will happen. seriously. my whole wonderful day got ruined by you bitch. stfu. i eat whatever shit i want. i dont mean to downgrade you but women, sometimes you need to know when to shut up and open mouth.
if you dont know how to open mouth might as well shut it up. not that i dont sayang my gf its like... you know what i meant. first, as i am god know whats inside de curry mee. so if you dont know, dont come and tell me how harmful it is when i ordered already. i know you care me but the way you speak like cursing me to death. EAT MORE LA EAT CURRY MEE WITH ICE WATER. FATS OIL ALL CLOT IN YOUR BLOOD. you dont effing eat anything then. everything got oils and fats. just drink water la ban!
seriously, im a person that wont regret over my own decision. if its my own decision, i wont blame anyone nor myself. just bear the consequences. easy. whats the fuss?
sometimes, its not that im a a bf dont care you. but you ruined my days enough. just, grown up seriously. the whole world might disagree that you want to chase your hobby as your career, which is art and craft. seriously, i dont see that as a problem. as a human being, chasing you own life, own interest, i dont see it as a problem. people sure will said why i supprted my gf to give up or withdraw at this moment, after getting good grades in diploma in Pr, and now in advanced PR, second year. another semester will successfully graduate with flying colors. yes. if you decided to quit now, the whole world may hate you or said you stupid but i WILL NOT. to me, whats the point living in one's shadow? just because your friend study PR and you dont know what to study, parents pressure, you choose PR. something you dislike. and you fake your voice during presentation. seriously. you want to live in that shadow forever?
the reason i withdraw from my old course is, i know where i want to be. and i DONT WANT TO REGRET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. you are living in shadow do you know that? when you enter working environment, you will be extremely stress with your life. and may cause your marriage, with whoever it is. this is because of your choice. still, i will support your decision of going for art and craft. DESPITE the world against your decision. DESPITE i do not appreciate art. i still support your decision solely because i believe in chasing one's dream is the goal of life.
whats the point you live for others? whats the point you live but had your goal disallowed? whats the point you live but couldn't reach your goal?
i can only tell you, the reason i supported you not for fun or childish. i just believe in achieving one's goal and, its better to change now than regret for the rest of your life. whats the point living then?
its better to waste 4 years of your life then your WHOLE LIFE. if only you get it. i guess you have no guts to achieve your own goal. never mind. you just want to live other people's life. never mind. really. the reason i withdraw 4 years ago, same. its ok to waste your 6 months life then all your life. and, not that i did not earn anything at all. i do learn something. screw my life.
almost forgot, we walked all the way back to tbr from sri rampai.
friday, 29 July 2011. yesterday night already said want go out dating today. and you wear econnect shirt. woke up late. rushing. is that my problem? you said want go out . then never said want go where. you come to me and ask same shit question for whole year. my answer: my house. i know i acted quite badly. and i dont know why i act like that. guess i seriously pissed. waited you for 40 minutes and you tell me i can go back my mom's place if i want. i can join badminton session if i want. wtf. seriously. i hate this attitude from the beginning. you want go where, just say it. i go where also can but your problem? no money. then its not my problem. or maybe it is my problem for being poor. im sorry then. you can choose someone else richer. you have been living in poor with me. im sorry. go and find someone richer now. i had no money. and you went all the way back hostel to change. and tell me you dont know where to go. fine la. my house then. i just go sleep. dont fan me.
sien. why you always like that one.thats the problem with you. grown up for heaven fcuking sake!! dont tell me how much responsibilities you bear for your family etc etc. its all bullshit if you cant even decide simple thing. you want i go out with you, you say where to go. no money? sleep at home. at least i help you save money. you might be crying that i treated you like this. im sorry. but i had no choice. i may choose to go wangsa walk cause my tkd kaki were there. but you probably wont be happy and walk away like you always do. i said go wangsa walk, you said why go there. then you decide la. dont be a bitch can or not. you think this is hk drama meh.
then go sleep. wake up, straight bising mau makan. seriously. dont disturb my sleep. and, dont be like a bitchy princess order food to arrive at your mouth once you wake up. go change and go out eat la. sigh. dont know why recently you become like this. and you said its me. i know i got my fault. and im not gonna said anything anymore. cause i had done talking.
saturday, 30 July 2011, i skipped replacement class. skipped lunch. breakfast. tkd class. im heading to the end of my blog. its time to pack and go back my mom there. i screw up my assignments. i screw up my life. i screw up my relationship.
i love you baby. no lie. day by day. despite all the flaws, i still love you. because you are my baby. my dear. my love. one and only.
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
X-MEN : FIRST CLASS
i watched this. just because of assignment. else i wont step my foot in it. but it was ok after all. my favorite quote is:
Erik Lehnsherr : Hi I'm Erik Lehnsherr
Charles Xavier : I'm Xavier
Wolverine : Go fuck yourself.
actually one of the main reason that made me decide to watch this movie is the quote. it happened so fast. just 2 seconds like that but its the only thing that make the whole cinema burst in laughters XD
but seriously la.... the movie, despite its great, it is filled with sooo much of media effects. now who the hell told you Prof X aka Charles Xavier disable from waist down????
well before watching X-Men First Class i bet many people dont know unless those that did research on him. for the whole movie, he was alright and walk like normal human until 10 minutes from the end of the movie, he got shot by deflected bullet and out of whole body it hit his spine and causing him disable from waist forever.
the argument that i would like to bring up here is, it looks fake to me. seriously. suddenly he got hit by deflected bullet at his spine and there he goes it become the reason why he was in wheel chair for other x men series. didnt this sounds like so conspiracy?
we tend to believe whatever shown by the media. how are we gonna be creative and think outside the box? when are we gonna stop being manipulate by the media?
no doubt as a PR student, media plays an essential roles in our world. and it has powerful effects to everyone. but this is just sooooo no right. this is equivalent to the report by NASA that Neil Armstrong are the first person to set foot on moon and he is the first in human civilization to be there. but question is, who say it? and how many people are against the fact?
its all the news given my NASA solely. no others party. no other people. and during that age, technologies has its limit. or the US government hide the more advanced technologies to form a lie in us. why? because simply they are USA. until today, some people are still doubt if Neil Armstrong really did landed on moon, the question only he will know, and of course, NASA.
on the contradiction to these days, any news released will be much debated and researched before it actually been accepted into the community. i guess, not much people are in the same channel as i do. and i believe, undoubtedly, will be affected and believe what the media try to portray of something. and we, are lack of initiative and curiosity to find the truth.
but today, the question whether he did landed on moon is no longer important as anyone could have been to moon with money. even Chine have been there. ooppps. Malaysian been there too :)
there shall be no need for more arguing. see for yourself. and start reading instead if relying on online media. yes, online media is convenient and fast. and it has give us impact from its existence and for the years to come. but for once, we need to stop rely on it to learn the truth.
ahahahahaha thats all for my conspiracy theories. now for the most important part :P
McD Coca Cola Can!!!
i finally collected all of them direct and indirectly :P
here are them!!!
CHARCOAL
PURPLE
PINK
BLUE
LIME
GREEN
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
Erik Lehnsherr : Hi I'm Erik Lehnsherr
Charles Xavier : I'm Xavier
Wolverine : Go fuck yourself.
actually one of the main reason that made me decide to watch this movie is the quote. it happened so fast. just 2 seconds like that but its the only thing that make the whole cinema burst in laughters XD
but seriously la.... the movie, despite its great, it is filled with sooo much of media effects. now who the hell told you Prof X aka Charles Xavier disable from waist down????
well before watching X-Men First Class i bet many people dont know unless those that did research on him. for the whole movie, he was alright and walk like normal human until 10 minutes from the end of the movie, he got shot by deflected bullet and out of whole body it hit his spine and causing him disable from waist forever.
the argument that i would like to bring up here is, it looks fake to me. seriously. suddenly he got hit by deflected bullet at his spine and there he goes it become the reason why he was in wheel chair for other x men series. didnt this sounds like so conspiracy?
we tend to believe whatever shown by the media. how are we gonna be creative and think outside the box? when are we gonna stop being manipulate by the media?
no doubt as a PR student, media plays an essential roles in our world. and it has powerful effects to everyone. but this is just sooooo no right. this is equivalent to the report by NASA that Neil Armstrong are the first person to set foot on moon and he is the first in human civilization to be there. but question is, who say it? and how many people are against the fact?
its all the news given my NASA solely. no others party. no other people. and during that age, technologies has its limit. or the US government hide the more advanced technologies to form a lie in us. why? because simply they are USA. until today, some people are still doubt if Neil Armstrong really did landed on moon, the question only he will know, and of course, NASA.
on the contradiction to these days, any news released will be much debated and researched before it actually been accepted into the community. i guess, not much people are in the same channel as i do. and i believe, undoubtedly, will be affected and believe what the media try to portray of something. and we, are lack of initiative and curiosity to find the truth.
but today, the question whether he did landed on moon is no longer important as anyone could have been to moon with money. even Chine have been there. ooppps. Malaysian been there too :)
there shall be no need for more arguing. see for yourself. and start reading instead if relying on online media. yes, online media is convenient and fast. and it has give us impact from its existence and for the years to come. but for once, we need to stop rely on it to learn the truth.
ahahahahaha thats all for my conspiracy theories. now for the most important part :P
McD Coca Cola Can!!!
i finally collected all of them direct and indirectly :P
here are them!!!
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
Saturday, May 21, 2011
DOOMS DAY
yea its 21 may 2011 some party claimed that dooms day happen way earlier than december 21 2012
but this post is aint about dooms day though i wish it to happen and there is no point for me to do research about it. it just happen it cross my mind at the time i wanna write the title.
anyway, i should be doing my assignments, or i should be sleeping, to be precise. cause tomorrow gonna have 2 demo. morning one 11am at stadium titiwangsa but have to be there at 9am.
another one at stadium badminton cheras by 4pm needa reach there.
but just now had the wonderful nap so now still not sleepy yet but i still gonna sleep soon. further more, i dont want to be late or lose concentration.
anyhow, i screwed my life. advanced pr writing. 2 assignments due date next week. it might be easy and difficult at the same time. since tomorrow gonna be busy day, sunday training day, i guess i'll just do it after the training. try come back asap to tbr and stop lacking. this semester really freak me out. 10 assignments at least and all darn difficult to do.
luckily. next semester only 2 core subjects and one thesis. but still, i wish i'll survive this semester. 2 subjects already got group. another 3 subjects to go. sigh.... dont understand the assignments at all. just hope, my brain can understanding the teaching in lectures. and hopefully, my mind can become 'advanced' too else i wont get much marks from my assignments and finals.
anyway, collecting mcd coca cola glass. already got 4 glass jor
here is the full collection photo
and this is the first one ive got : charcoal
second one : purple (sorry for the sudden LARGE resolution. randomly select from google == )
third one : blue
the fourth one, the one i got today : pink (i know, i hate this color, but whats the point i call this 'collection' if i dont collect all?)
of course above photos is not mine. randomly choose from google. anyway, after ive collected all, 2 weeks later, will post it all here. ORIGINAL DE :p
ok, really need to go sleep now. though not sleeping but still need to rest. start packing soon. cant write more liao.... i only know, i felt shit about my assignments. thesis. sigh.....
signing off
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
but this post is aint about dooms day though i wish it to happen and there is no point for me to do research about it. it just happen it cross my mind at the time i wanna write the title.
anyway, i should be doing my assignments, or i should be sleeping, to be precise. cause tomorrow gonna have 2 demo. morning one 11am at stadium titiwangsa but have to be there at 9am.
another one at stadium badminton cheras by 4pm needa reach there.
but just now had the wonderful nap so now still not sleepy yet but i still gonna sleep soon. further more, i dont want to be late or lose concentration.
anyhow, i screwed my life. advanced pr writing. 2 assignments due date next week. it might be easy and difficult at the same time. since tomorrow gonna be busy day, sunday training day, i guess i'll just do it after the training. try come back asap to tbr and stop lacking. this semester really freak me out. 10 assignments at least and all darn difficult to do.
luckily. next semester only 2 core subjects and one thesis. but still, i wish i'll survive this semester. 2 subjects already got group. another 3 subjects to go. sigh.... dont understand the assignments at all. just hope, my brain can understanding the teaching in lectures. and hopefully, my mind can become 'advanced' too else i wont get much marks from my assignments and finals.
anyway, collecting mcd coca cola glass. already got 4 glass jor
here is the full collection photo
and this is the first one ive got : charcoal
second one : purple (sorry for the sudden LARGE resolution. randomly select from google == )
third one : blue
the fourth one, the one i got today : pink (i know, i hate this color, but whats the point i call this 'collection' if i dont collect all?)
of course above photos is not mine. randomly choose from google. anyway, after ive collected all, 2 weeks later, will post it all here. ORIGINAL DE :p
ok, really need to go sleep now. though not sleeping but still need to rest. start packing soon. cant write more liao.... i only know, i felt shit about my assignments. thesis. sigh.....
signing off
~ Light Up The Darkness ~
Friday, April 8, 2011
hah! i remember what to write jor!!!
alright. now i remember what to write. this is the 'forgotten' topic that i mentioned in my previous blog. in the end, i forgotten the topic but i was actually with me all the time. in fact, just beside me. without further ado, let us begin.
Remember April Fool's Day? well i would dare to say, 98% of us would says its a prank day where we can fool our friends or family or people we know around us, without worrying they will get upset cause its fool day!
most likely, another normal prank day like halloween etc etc.
here is the true fact about april fool's day.
http://irwan007.wordpress.com/2007/04/01/april-fool-rai-kejatuhan-islam/
i know you lazy to read it. conclusion i shall write. well i am interested in this story cause, i was included in that 98% people that did not know the true behind 'april fool's day' . it happens i bought a Mastika magazine. a malay magazine that published since 70 years ago without failed. to the malay community, this name is not strange to them. i used to buy this magazine every months last time when i was still small. then stop for long time. then i just buy it occasionally just for the sake of reading as i love reading especially i did not have anything to do now. just like now. no intern no exam no nothing. back to topic.
back in the age, i mean long way back in the 8th century AD. the date, April 1st is when something terrible happened to Islam. accordingly to the link above, and also according to Mastika, this date is where the time observed the fall of Islam in Granada, Spain attacked by the Christians. well, during this time, the Christians, or the Jews i suppose, are highly dangerous and violent. they wanted to vanish all the Islam people from the earth at one shot. they did all they could, include all the killing and cruelty. until one day they came across this place call Granada in Spain, the last state that contained Islam people that still alive. the Islam people stay indoor and avoid going out so that they wont get kill. what there Jews did is they lie to them by saying there is a big ship coming over to fetch them, save them. so these Islam people came out and proceed to the harbor.
next, the Jews burn down all the houses, as well the ship. the Muslim can do nothing but to see everything down by the fire. and in the end, everyone got killed by the Jews regardless man, women, child, young, old. this is how the Muslim vanished from Spain. so april 1st is know for the success of the Jews vanished the Muslim. here i would like to acknowledge that i am not sure whether it is the Jews who did so. i mean, the story is proven. it just that, in the blog and magazine, they call them 'orang kristian' so i suppose its the Jews.
and so, 1st April 1847 is the day the killing spree happen in granada Spain done by the Jews. it is suppose to be the day where muslim mourn about. but seems like the westerns culture has been in our blood until we forgot such cruel incident that happened. however, according to wikipedia, 1st April is a day to prank people. meaning, the westerners didnt change the fact. it just happen to be coincidence on the same day. although april's fool can date back to the year 1392, i do not know if the westerners has anything to do with the 'coincidence'
anyway, since you guys are now aware of this, besides fooling people on this date, remember the truth fact behind the date. if you have any muslim friends that enjoy april day, advice them. and tell them the truth. they deserve to know the fact. in no time, when the malaysia gov realized this, they will, again, yes again, HARAMkan this april fool day for muslim, just like what they did for Valentine's Day. it just matter of time before they haram everything. hahaha.
talk about valentine's day, i got something to share with lucky readers of my blog. i knew this long time ago, when i was still in form 4, during one of my history class. this story told by my favorite tutor, K.Siiva and i remember this today, and forever. here is the fact:
"Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off. He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed. "
Quoted from http://www.pictureframes.co.uk/pages/saint_valentine.htm
meaning, someone good, by the name Saint Valentine, a priest in Rome, despite disallowed to aid marriages, he secretly help a couple. end up, the Rome found out and order him to be kill by the stated method above. so this date, 14 February should be the day we, the whole world, mourn about this great passionate priest. but how the heck we are celebrating it? BIG LOLZZZZZZ
well, young generation, wait! this valentine's day has been celebrate loooong time ago before even Y2K. here is another clearer fact about valentino :
"Alongside a woodcut portrait of him, text states that Valentinus was a Roman priest martyred during the reign of Claudius the Goth [Claudius II]. Since he was caught marrying Christian couples and aiding any Christians who were being persecuted under Emperor Claudius in Rome [when helping them was considered a crime], Valentinus was arrested and imprisoned. Claudius took a liking to this prisoner -- until Valentinus made a strategic error: he tried to convert the Emperor -- whereupon this priest was condemned to death. He was beaten with clubs and stoned; when that didn't do it, he was beheaded outside the Flaminian Gate [circa 269]. "
fully quote from http://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=159
haha an online christian web :P
well i guess its clearly stated the reason here. and i hope, you people can at least pay some respect to this great man. a man who died for truth. for peace. for family. for love. i did not haram you guys from celebrating it. but, since you know the truth, what you gonna do? tak percaya, boleh pergi google :)
anyway, since the day i knew this fact, yea when i was 16 years old, i didnt really celebrate valentine's day. or i should say, i didnt had gf during valentine's day XD
well actually got la but just that, i 'had' to celebrate cause my ex, or current gf wanted it to be special. i guess if she knows the fact, she still want it to be special. well if i was single, i definitely wont celebrate it. NOT BECAUSE I WAS SINGLE! because i know the fact. if i got gf, i would tell her about the fact. and.... hopefully she can understand me. further more, during this day, everything double the price for couple. why spent more?? LOLZ
signing off.....
~Light Up The Darkness~
Remember April Fool's Day? well i would dare to say, 98% of us would says its a prank day where we can fool our friends or family or people we know around us, without worrying they will get upset cause its fool day!
most likely, another normal prank day like halloween etc etc.
here is the true fact about april fool's day.
http://irwan007.wordpress.com/2007/04/01/april-fool-rai-kejatuhan-islam/
i know you lazy to read it. conclusion i shall write. well i am interested in this story cause, i was included in that 98% people that did not know the true behind 'april fool's day' . it happens i bought a Mastika magazine. a malay magazine that published since 70 years ago without failed. to the malay community, this name is not strange to them. i used to buy this magazine every months last time when i was still small. then stop for long time. then i just buy it occasionally just for the sake of reading as i love reading especially i did not have anything to do now. just like now. no intern no exam no nothing. back to topic.
back in the age, i mean long way back in the 8th century AD. the date, April 1st is when something terrible happened to Islam. accordingly to the link above, and also according to Mastika, this date is where the time observed the fall of Islam in Granada, Spain attacked by the Christians. well, during this time, the Christians, or the Jews i suppose, are highly dangerous and violent. they wanted to vanish all the Islam people from the earth at one shot. they did all they could, include all the killing and cruelty. until one day they came across this place call Granada in Spain, the last state that contained Islam people that still alive. the Islam people stay indoor and avoid going out so that they wont get kill. what there Jews did is they lie to them by saying there is a big ship coming over to fetch them, save them. so these Islam people came out and proceed to the harbor.
next, the Jews burn down all the houses, as well the ship. the Muslim can do nothing but to see everything down by the fire. and in the end, everyone got killed by the Jews regardless man, women, child, young, old. this is how the Muslim vanished from Spain. so april 1st is know for the success of the Jews vanished the Muslim. here i would like to acknowledge that i am not sure whether it is the Jews who did so. i mean, the story is proven. it just that, in the blog and magazine, they call them 'orang kristian' so i suppose its the Jews.
and so, 1st April 1847 is the day the killing spree happen in granada Spain done by the Jews. it is suppose to be the day where muslim mourn about. but seems like the westerns culture has been in our blood until we forgot such cruel incident that happened. however, according to wikipedia, 1st April is a day to prank people. meaning, the westerners didnt change the fact. it just happen to be coincidence on the same day. although april's fool can date back to the year 1392, i do not know if the westerners has anything to do with the 'coincidence'
anyway, since you guys are now aware of this, besides fooling people on this date, remember the truth fact behind the date. if you have any muslim friends that enjoy april day, advice them. and tell them the truth. they deserve to know the fact. in no time, when the malaysia gov realized this, they will, again, yes again, HARAMkan this april fool day for muslim, just like what they did for Valentine's Day. it just matter of time before they haram everything. hahaha.
talk about valentine's day, i got something to share with lucky readers of my blog. i knew this long time ago, when i was still in form 4, during one of my history class. this story told by my favorite tutor, K.Siiva and i remember this today, and forever. here is the fact:
"Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off. He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed. "
Quoted from http://www.pictureframes.co.uk/pages/saint_valentine.htm
meaning, someone good, by the name Saint Valentine, a priest in Rome, despite disallowed to aid marriages, he secretly help a couple. end up, the Rome found out and order him to be kill by the stated method above. so this date, 14 February should be the day we, the whole world, mourn about this great passionate priest. but how the heck we are celebrating it? BIG LOLZZZZZZ
well, young generation, wait! this valentine's day has been celebrate loooong time ago before even Y2K. here is another clearer fact about valentino :
"Alongside a woodcut portrait of him, text states that Valentinus was a Roman priest martyred during the reign of Claudius the Goth [Claudius II]. Since he was caught marrying Christian couples and aiding any Christians who were being persecuted under Emperor Claudius in Rome [when helping them was considered a crime], Valentinus was arrested and imprisoned. Claudius took a liking to this prisoner -- until Valentinus made a strategic error: he tried to convert the Emperor -- whereupon this priest was condemned to death. He was beaten with clubs and stoned; when that didn't do it, he was beheaded outside the Flaminian Gate [circa 269]. "
fully quote from http://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=159
haha an online christian web :P
well i guess its clearly stated the reason here. and i hope, you people can at least pay some respect to this great man. a man who died for truth. for peace. for family. for love. i did not haram you guys from celebrating it. but, since you know the truth, what you gonna do? tak percaya, boleh pergi google :)
anyway, since the day i knew this fact, yea when i was 16 years old, i didnt really celebrate valentine's day. or i should say, i didnt had gf during valentine's day XD
well actually got la but just that, i 'had' to celebrate cause my ex, or current gf wanted it to be special. i guess if she knows the fact, she still want it to be special. well if i was single, i definitely wont celebrate it. NOT BECAUSE I WAS SINGLE! because i know the fact. if i got gf, i would tell her about the fact. and.... hopefully she can understand me. further more, during this day, everything double the price for couple. why spent more?? LOLZ
signing off.....
~Light Up The Darkness~
Mysterious symbols unveiled
as the title suggest, the mysterious symbols that you guys can see in my previous post, its actually from CELCOM NETWORK named KOLONY. lame. and had no idea why they used such thing to scare people. they might wanted to create curiosity but i guess they failed cause people are afraid of it. or at least, i meant, not interested and think its silly. the biohazard symbols has 3 circles while the kolony has 5 circles is because of its so-called 'infection' , Ding, Fren, Bomm, Kom, Koinz
i do not know and not interested of what it is and for further information, the deal is only launch friday 8 April 2011 so what i've got here is pretty limited. it has a tagline which is “Get Ready For A New Social Media Outbreak”
well that's all for today i guess. suppose there is another main point but seems like.... i forgotten hahaha.
anyway, i bought 2 books today from popular which is quite costly. first one, "WHY DO KAMIKAZE PILOTS WEAR HELMETS?"
by andrew thompson - rm64.90
second book, Beyond Twilight - Manueka Dunn-Mascetti (RM9.90 promotion NP - RM 15.90)
i have no idea how come i bought second book. i was holding it all the way and i thought my dear bought a book also end up..... i mistaken it was her book . in the end she didnt buy any books and was very upset. i felt so guilty and sorry for her as it was her money also cause i didnt bring enough money as i didnt expect to to be in book store anyway. hmm. gonna pay her back soon. sorry dear ><
~Light Up The Darkness~
i do not know and not interested of what it is and for further information, the deal is only launch friday 8 April 2011 so what i've got here is pretty limited. it has a tagline which is “Get Ready For A New Social Media Outbreak”
well that's all for today i guess. suppose there is another main point but seems like.... i forgotten hahaha.
anyway, i bought 2 books today from popular which is quite costly. first one, "WHY DO KAMIKAZE PILOTS WEAR HELMETS?"
by andrew thompson - rm64.90
second book, Beyond Twilight - Manueka Dunn-Mascetti (RM9.90 promotion NP - RM 15.90)
i have no idea how come i bought second book. i was holding it all the way and i thought my dear bought a book also end up..... i mistaken it was her book . in the end she didnt buy any books and was very upset. i felt so guilty and sorry for her as it was her money also cause i didnt bring enough money as i didnt expect to to be in book store anyway. hmm. gonna pay her back soon. sorry dear ><
~Light Up The Darkness~
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
The End of The Day Part 2
yes. the second reason im writing this is because, for the past 2 weeks or so..... this symbols have been creating curiousity among people in kuala lumpur. i saw it lots of time in newspaper. and outside pavilion. but didnt bother. if it involved media, i guess its something that approved by government. i HOPE. haha. hope its not the alien invasion thingy. if it is, i would be more than happy. run back to my mom's house. spend the last few moment with my family, and call my dear and tell her " I LOVE YOU FOREVER"
i didn't lie. if its really happen, when i said "I LOVE YOU FOREVER" i really meant it cause the next second i would vanish from the earth. so i kept my promise of living her FOREVER. cause after death, it is when our life journey begin. all our works, acts, will be judge. either good , or , bad...
back to the topic, this is the symbol
compared to this
different is the first one got 5 outer circle while the biohazard symbol only 3 outer circle.
this is not a joke. i got few feed from other famous blogger.
it is around us...
i dont know whether this is photoshopped cause this is looks crazier than seeing a 'batman' logo on the sky.
the one i saw in pavi
and this is the one commonly sighted in the star
is this some kinda secret organization wanna do something? like.... the NEST team in transformer 2... MEN IN BLACK organizations...
i were told that something "BIG" gonna happen on 6th April 2011. its alreayd way passed 12am so it is 6th april now. lets wait and see what will happen. remember to buy newspaper as its the only media we have and can trust in :)
signing off....
~Light Up The Darkness~
i didn't lie. if its really happen, when i said "I LOVE YOU FOREVER" i really meant it cause the next second i would vanish from the earth. so i kept my promise of living her FOREVER. cause after death, it is when our life journey begin. all our works, acts, will be judge. either good , or , bad...
back to the topic, this is the symbol
compared to this
different is the first one got 5 outer circle while the biohazard symbol only 3 outer circle.
this is not a joke. i got few feed from other famous blogger.
it is around us...
i dont know whether this is photoshopped cause this is looks crazier than seeing a 'batman' logo on the sky.
the one i saw in pavi
and this is the one commonly sighted in the star
is this some kinda secret organization wanna do something? like.... the NEST team in transformer 2... MEN IN BLACK organizations...
i were told that something "BIG" gonna happen on 6th April 2011. its alreayd way passed 12am so it is 6th april now. lets wait and see what will happen. remember to buy newspaper as its the only media we have and can trust in :)
signing off....
~Light Up The Darkness~
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