again.. you left me... 26th November 2008, you left me
just a day after i brought back those group of white mice. i thought for sake of fun and wanna help them... but you left me. haih. melanie. i really miss you. and i will be. forget you not i will. remembering you i will. appreciating you forever i will.
regret i will for treating not good at you. and as time passed by, hung hung, qq, fen fen, all of you left me one by one. even my most beloved QQ. i sorry dear. hurt you not i will any longer.
not i left no one but briskie with me. sometime get fed up with him. du lan only know how to eat. rush to eat like hell. my fault cause always starve you. sorry... you are my only hope. although all my hamster, syrian type hamster (i forgotten her name, damn long never write blog) lost twice. i bought new one thought will replace her but both lost.
thats it. what is gone is gone. dead and gone. life has to go on. no turning back. loking back just to learn our mistake. not to look back forever. life is hard. who don't know. thanks God for giving me the feel of the real world. perhaps i not ready to face it. but its good that face it this early. if not will be too late to apologies. haha. rubbish.
following is one of my favourite phrase throughout this few weeks. don't know what does it has to do with me but i just love it.
ladies and gentlemen, enjoy it.
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
