Right Here Waiting For You

Again... I wait you alone here. All by myself. I cant get to you. And I dont know how I can get to you. So my only choice was wait. No matter how long or how far, I wont let it be my excuse. If you cant get to me, i'll get to you instead. Nothing shall stop me from seeing you. Because I love you so much, i'll travel to a place i've never been jus to see u for a moment. Because you worth it. There is no need for me to vow I love you. Cos everything I do, I do it for you. Because I love you. I'm here, alone, waiting for your come back.

From the bottom of my heart with love.

L.O.V.E. I.S. B.L.I.N.D.

What is the meaning of love is blind?

- it means when you knew you going to lose it, but you still put yourself into it,
- you still commit fully into it
- you still sacrifice without thinking

= that means you're blind.

When every signal shows you the warning, you still head into it, = you're blind.

When you know something is not going to happen, but you still work it out, = you're blind.

When you know you're such a failure at it, but yet you put so much efforts to fix it, = you're blind.


Tell me, im a plain idiot.

Tell me, this is unboundable love.


When i know its going to end, why i still wants to start it?

When i know nothing can stop it from happen, why i still trying?

When everything seems to going backward, why am i the onle one pushing forward?


Yes, once again, im standing at the edge of cliff.
No one pulled me from the edge.
No one save me from the height.
No one, gonna help me.

Im there all alone from the beginning. Or i just hope too much?

Im selfish, or im foolish.

If you leave me at night, i'll wake up alone
dont tell me that i will make it on my own.

If you leave me tonight, this heart of stone will sing til it die
if you leave me tonight


From the beginning, you wont understand my pain. You wont.

Im sorry that i didnt understand you.
Im sorry that i make it difficult for you.
Im sorry that i couldnt be perfect for you.

AND

Im sorry that i love you

it come and go, like it always been

me, in my so called office in WMAC. a total fcuked up company that gonna close any second. with the matter of the politics involved in the management, and the small soldiers who faught like cow yet didnt get paid. thats bullshit. a company with a phone line, but couldnt make a call out, cause didnt pay telephone bill. whats next? cut off water? electricity? another sore shit. is that gonna happen, then only this whole shit gonna dissolve? and to what extent i have to bear all the consequences?
mind you i did not know a shit til i reach here. yet, shit is all over my body. when i was down, where were you. arent you concern about me? when i need you most, where were you?
i hope, one day i just woke up, and God will tell me

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE. THAT IS WHY IM TAKING YOU WITH ME

when all hopes gone. you came into my life and restore it. when im at the edge of cliff, you pull me back fron the raging waves. when im near the fire, you set it off to save me, and i realize that you gave me warmth.

well that was what i thought at first. it turns out, no one restore my hope. i just happen to fall asleep. you did not pull me from cliff. you just pass by by the road side and laugh at me saying IDIOT ASS. and you are the one who kick me from the back, thanks. you set off the fire, but you didnt give me warmth. it was daylight and you scolded me said i shouldnt open fire as it contribute to global warming.

in the end, it just me who thinks too much. thinking that i would have another chance. but its all just a dream. i woke up. and i walk all the way to the cliff, again. but this time, another you appear. you did pull me away from the cliff, but... you didnt stop me from commit suicide with another approached. i rather die without you. but you werent belongs to me from the beginning. im just not good enough