Life is a test and the world is a place of trial... The most precious thing in life is not what you can't have and what you have lost,,but lie in the happiness that you have now...
this phrase. i dont even realized it until one day i come to my own blog and view some of the comments. and, it just another simple yet meaningful phrase from a close friend of mine. i wish, just hoping, one day i will be able to speak those words myself. when? when is the day that i will come to it? long journey. long long journey. but some day i shall come to it.
on one night, when i was indirectly listening to this song, i fall asleep. and dream of you. perhaps you are another friend of mine that geeking for japanese stuff like its anime, and its culture as well. otaku japanese. haha. i dont know. in the dream, i am who i am. the character in the act was just like me. the real me. and so do the other actors around you. all represent you and your lifestyle that regard to japan style. every single of them... what i can say. the moment i meet you, you was in someone's arms. and it was warm arm that gave you sense of security and protection from no where. perhaps, he gave you what you need, and what you want. and you seems to be happy in his arm. i saw you. i saw you. but again, as the reality, i am no one to you. i shall say, i just another odinary guy that equally some rock on your pathway. i wish, hope that one day you will come to me and tell me that you dont mind that all. that will be the best and only answer i wanted to hear. the last thing i ever wanted to hear, its ok.
what can i say? what can i do? what shall i do? what will i do? how will i do that? yea she gave me the feeling of happiness. but such happiness can be found on anyone. even friends. what makes you different from others was, the special feeling taht you gave me. with her, i might seek others that can give me the same happiness feeling. but you, no one should be able to give me the same feel like you did. although, i may just another prince toad watching you from the riverside, seeing you happily ever after with your prince charming in his castle. i cant even take care of myself. how can i be able to take care you? i cant even have my own dream. how am i going to stay with you to achieve your dream? i cant even stand on my own legs. how im gonna be there for you when you need me?
being with her is just simple. which i will enjoy til the last day. but, meaningless is what i will found out. with you, every moment is magical. fantasy comes to life. dreams come true. even though there are many obstacles in our path, how much i wish you will be there with me to walk the path, and i shall give you my life to protect it. the love that contained you and me. the love that brought us together. the love that bind our heart from two different universe. i love you just the way you are. i am trying hard to understand this simple yet meaningful phrase. because this is the only phrase that describe you. if i cant hold on to this words, i shall not even have your eyes. not to mention your boundless love. its 5am in the morning since i started to write this. yea im sleepy and hope to drop my head on my pillow. but i know if i didnt write this now, the next morning i woke up, things will not be the same. i may even forget what happened now. i do understand that we have to apppreciate thing in front our eyes. and not complaining things that had passed or things that we cant get. hope you can understand it.
i not good with words. but only to say that i love you. yes temptation is there. in fact, alot. but nothing shall compare to you. sometimes, i just hope that, things will be simple as that is what i am. but it will never happened cause this world is complicated. wasai.... ok. its time to go class. see ya there...
Day After Day
leave
yeah, finally i realize that i am nothing without you
i was so wrong, forgive me
ah ah ah ah~
[verse 1; gd + top]
my broken heart like a wave
my shaken heart like a wind
my heart vanished like smoke
it can't be removed like a tattoo
i sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
[gd rap]
yeah, i thought i wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
but somehow i managed to live on (longer) than i thought
you don't answer anything as i cry out "i miss you"
i hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
[top rap]
what is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
i am worried, i feel anxiety because i can't get close nor try to talk to you
i spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[chorus]
don't look back and leave
don't find me again and live (on)
because i have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
i can bear it in some way
i can stand in some way
you should be happy if you are like this
i become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
oh girl i cry, cry
you're my all, say goodbye...
[verse 2; sr + ds]
if we pass by each other on the street
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act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
if you keep thinking about our past memories
i might go look for you secretly
[gd] always be happy with him, (so) i won't ever get a different mind
even smallest regret won't be left out ever
please live well as if i should feel jealous
[top] you should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[chorus]
don't look back and leave
don't find me again and live (on)
because i have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
i can bear it in some way
i can stand in some way
you should be happy if you are like this
i become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
[bridge; ds + sr]
i hope your heart fees relieved
please forget about me and live (on)
those tears will dry completely
as time passes by
[yb] it would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
i pray for you
[chorus]
don't look back and leave
don't find me again and live (on)
because i have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
i can bear it in some way
i can stand in some way
you should be happy if you are like this
i become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
oh girl i cry, cry
you're my all, say goodbye, bye
oh my love don't lie, lie
you're my heart, say goodbye
