Finally i drop my first tear for u in my lecture. I couldn't wait anymore to write this. Because i don wan de feeling jus fade away. Today, as days before, i couldn't stand losing u. Its only one day. But it seems to be long, very long since i last heard u said u love me. I'm jus an ordinary guy who need someone to love me for who i am. I jus wan to be loved. Do i really finis? Is this de end?