Its different. So different.

Its so different. De one that i neo n de one that appear. All seems to be totally different. Y? I hardly kept my confidence. But this is wat i get? I neo one need to be protected. This is y i'm here. But i nvr expect this to happen. One had changed. Changed into some1 i really afraid. Very scare of. As if totally both different person. I'm very scare to lose one. I even scare de one become two. I very scare. Wat should i do? I don wan listen anything. I request nth than one. Only one. Not de two that i saw, that i afraid of. I still love one. But can i face two? I dono. I afraid to face two. It jus too scary. I felt that two is a person i've met last year that i so afraid of. Now again it appear in front. Y? I really love one. Pls, God. Giv me number one. I'm jus an ordinary guy who seek love from someone. I neo. I neo that one hardly trust guy due to past relations. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for wat they've done to me. Treat u right is wat i'll try my best. No promise i will make cos i don wan to break de promise n lose ur trust. Because that is de most important thing in relations. But pls, don put me as de same as other, or one past. I hate to be label de same as one past because i am who i am. I hope. Jus hope. U r de one i neo. I love one. ONE.

love assignent missing you duty LOST

girls. never start a relationship if you dont trust a guy. dont start a relationship if you dont think the guy dont suit. dont ever think to start a relationship if you think be friend if better

because if you think girls are the only one that will hurt from a relationship you are wrong. if you think girls are the only creature that will drop tears for their loves one you are so wrong. if you think breaking a relationship is nothing to a guy then you are most wrong.

dont just because we are guys, girls will do whatever you want and never think of our feeling. we have mother, father, sisters and brothers. but why you treat us like we are some kind of feelingless human? did we owe you? i'm sorry for those guys that play and cheated their girlfriends. i'm sorry for girls that cheated by their boyfriend. i'm would like to apologies for what your former boyfriend had done to you.
but please dont put their blame on me. please dont put me the same as them.
but i didnt blame you for what had happened. because i knew that its hardly to trust guy again after your past relationship. i do believe in this world there is no such stupid person that will trust their new partner after cheated and hurt a lot by their past, except me. i dont care how hurt i was last time yet i till put my trust in you. because i really love you. thats it. no question.

but today is the day i gonna lost you, like FOREVER. i had heard enough. i had hurt enough. i had enough tears. i'm enough. i'm so tired of all this. i miss my family.... i dont know why when i'm happy, never thionk of them. only when i sad and down, i will think of them at first place. pai ga zai?

enough is enough. thanks for all the time and love you gave me. our time is short, but its gave me lots of memories. i dont know why you had such impact in my life. i dont know why i had so much feeling to you.

how long would i wait? i do not know. i wasn't a patient person. and i know i will NEVER suitable so i choose to give up now. as i wont be able to give you any happiness. sorry. kind of boring. my life is just come and go. just like a hotel. boring. tired. i really tired. perhaps i should take a rest.

i'm a playboy that dont know how to take care myself from being hurt. i'm a playboy that always drop tears for loved one. and i'm a playboy that being tried.