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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

half a year gone without updates

yeah again im talking about my blog. LOLZ

ok. before i start writing anything, wanna emphasize on something with is my nightmare of internship. i had this internship with Street Directory (M) Sdn Bhd.
unfortunately, not to talk bad anyone, im just not suitable to work there. they need marketing intern. while im fully pr. not to say im choosy or what but they cant provide me sufficient pr for my studies and, internship report. well they asked me to relate theoretical framework into our weekly report and final report. but i just cant cause it does not reflect pr at all and if i were to do so, thats lying which against my principle. to cut a long story short, i terminated the internship there and here i am filling my life with something. well, i had no life since first day with the company. 8-9pm only finish work. no life at all man. what we did or what happened during my one month stint there, i rather forget about it though it had deep scar in my mind.

many people convince me not to terminate cause if i do, i gotta repeat. some people think repeat the same internship next year, bla bla bla. to clear the confusion here,PLEASE READ CAREFULLY AND I HOPE NO MORE CONFUSION AFTER THIS EXPLANATION cause im tired of explaining same shit over and over again.

ok, i terminated internship, i STILL can proceed to SECOND YEAR with everyone else. but next year feb-april, i gotta repeat 2 subjects, integrated marketing communication and Interpersonal and Professional Communication. this 2 subjects carried 8 credit hour, which equivalent to INDUSTRIAL ATTACHMENT (internship la) 8 credit hour. meaning, you people punya internship value 8 credit hour!! so i need to repeat that 2 subject to replace the 8 credit hours from my internship. why REPEAT? cause now in college is week5, i cant enter college continue study.and also, since i terminated means, i FAILED this full-coursework-subject. therefore, REPEAT lo.

also, repeating means, i cant fly to liverpool with the rest of you guys. WHY?
usually april examination, result release in may right? but this 2 subjects result will release in september. meaning, 2012 february i take this 2 subjects, september 2012 only got result. by the year 2012 june, you all fly to liverpool jor. september 2012, my result release, but you all come back malaysia jor. so i have to wait 2013 de batch to fly to liverpool. i fully conscious about the consequences and i bear all the responsibility of repeating without influence of any party.

i know, after you guys fly to liverpool , im all alone here wait one year to fly. sien. but, be adventurous. if i were still in that company, i will not have my life back. working from 9.30am-9.30pm. sometimes 8pm. earliest 7pm. only after i make a fuss about it, we can leave at 6.30pm. as far as i concern, only twice we go back at 6.30pm. i know, interns are cheap labor. fully utilize them. chinese say " sai chun hui"

i know all these. seriously, if this is event or pr company, i dont mind being overuse but.... asking us to do something not about pr is just bullshit to me. i mean, i want pr, you give me pr, i give you what you want. enough with the internship thingy. i hope i clear all your confusion now. sorry for writing so long cause i hope in this few paragraph, sufficient to answer you 5W1H LOLZ too much pr jor :P

anyway, 8 months with my baby jor. love her more each day. still i owe her valentine celebration cause both having internship so quite busy. well its ok gotta replace asap. in a meanwhile, i gotta comtinue what i want to do. manga!!! LOLZ. signing off man. peace.

~Light Up The Darkness~

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